Today is Levi's birthday. Though we are divorced, we continue to talk and are still very much in touch. I know his relationship with his dad is dreadful and I didn't want him to spend his birthday alone. I decided to bake a cake for him and invite him to my apartment. I am living in San Myshuno, at least for now. It's a far cry from my dream home but the move and even the divorce has been a good decision for me personally.
Levi has aged up to an adult, and I won't be far behind him. While things are still strained between us we have been slowly working through our previous problems.
He really wants me to come back to him. To marry him. He is making a lot of promises, but I think I need more time. I do still love him though.
I invited family over to my apartment for dinner. Mom (Ashley) has aged up to an elder. My dad Charles has already passed away (at my wedding.) He is buried in the family cemetery at the house in Windenburg.
My Aunt Alessandra is expecting a baby. She is married to a man named Hassan Romeo. She has two daughters already. Emilee Berri and Carolyn Romeo. This family is famous for birthing girls!
I had some news of my own to share with my family. I am expecting a baby! I know. The timing for this to happen is so wrong, but the fact is, I am pregnant. I haven't told Levi the news yet. I'm not sure how he will take it under the circumstances. My family was happy for me though.
I tried to console Kaydence as I heard she had recently lost her husband. Kaydence was adopted by Dominique. She was married to a man named Jaiden Sell and has at least two children (Kevin Sell, Cecilia Sell.)
My Aunt Stormy (in the black) is married to a man named Jefferson Duff. She has at least one child (Davin Duff.)
Lacy (in the green) is married to Aron Rocca. She has a child named Quinn Berri who is a beautiful girl with red hair from a previous relationship and a daughter named Erica Rocca. Again with the girls! Lacy is one of Roger's daughters.
I wonder if I will continue the tradition of Berri girls having girls.
I knew I needed to tell Levi about our baby. I went over to see him and let him know he is going to be a father. I think he was actually excited about it! I get the feeling he didn't grow up in a very loving home with an absentee mother and a father who really disliked children. I'm sure he would like his own children to have a better life than he had as a child.
This could also explain why he acts the way he does at times.
He really pushed the idea of the three of us being a family again. He is so excited and hopeful that now, with this baby on the way, we will get back together.
Levi asked me if I would consider being his wife again. He seems so excited about the baby and about the possibility of us becoming a family again. I admit it is nice to see him like this. I've always loved the guy and I would also like to see us become a family again.
I asked him to give me some time to think about it. I also reminded him of all the promises he made when I left. He stands by all of them. He is willing to do anything if only we can be married again and be a family. Most importantly, he has promised to never try to involve our family or friends in our personal problems. He says he realizes how wrong it was no matter his reasons for doing it.
I am going to think about it. I think he is sincere, and he truly does realize the damage he did. Maybe this time apart has been good for both of us.
I love him. I want our child to have both a mom and a dad in the family. I have missed him.
Levi has been visiting me at the apartment and seems so hopeful about getting back together. He has promised me everything. He will get a job. We can move anywhere I want to. He just wants us to all be a family again.
I guess you have figured out that Levi has finally persuaded me to get back together. He has promised to keep his word. I am choosing to believe him because I still love him. And because we are going to have a baby together and that baby needs both a mom and dad who will love them. So, I am moving back to the old home while we are looking for my dream home.
I'm happy about my decision to move back. There is one thing I want to happen before this baby is born.
I want Levi and I to get married again. It doesn't need to be a big occasion this time. A simple ceremony will do but I want to be married when our child is born. He is in total agreement.
So, I am back in our little home. Work is much more enjoyable and going smoothly now that my stress level has diminished. Levi and I plan to get married again very soon. Things are better than ever between us.
Do I occasionally have moments of doubt? I do. Has he really changed, and does he plan to fulfill all the promises he made? I think so. Our immediate plan is to get married. We have been looking for a home. He has mostly been leaving that up to me because he says I should get any home I want.
I think we are going to be just fine moving forward. I think so.
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